Please kill yourself. I want you to die in a fire after being covered in lemon juice and wrapped in barbed wire. I would rather have a turnip shoved up MY ass than use YOU ever again. And with you being ponified, I would want you covered in strips duct tape and have them slowly peeled off, after pulling each strand of hair out of your mane and tail, one by one. I would also like to sew your mouth shut and cut off your ears, and tail (Slowly). I would also love to tiger bench you as well. After all that, I would douse you in salt (especially your eyes, you know, with all those tears and what not) and tie your hooves together and leave you in the desert to die with a bottle of vinegar mixed with salt and lemon juice to drink.